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this is meh!

...golly wow-wow-type of gurl..,knows nothing but to make other people happy and to make them remember how nice she is...(not bragging..)

 

...a kind of person who prefers to smile even if her heart is aching than to explain why she is sad...

 

..i am very COMPASSIONATE and loooves to stay around with my loved-ones..

 

...i can be patient to the people who are close to my heart and can be a martyr for them... might be too much but i loved it..

 

...being single forever doesnt really bother me a lot...

 

..i love thinking a lot about anything and everything..just random thoughts..

 

...i hate cockroach!! eeeeekkkkkkk......!!!

 

...i love seeing my friends and family happy and..hmmnn...better?..yeah...

 

..crying is my way of expressing my deepest feelings.. i love to cry..mababaw luha ko...gusto ko mdrama masyado..

...i love to cry...

 

..i think i love too much i became selfish...

 

..love for me is not fair...never been fair... it always gets you hurt..gives you pain and makes your life miserable....it's the pessimist in me that says that.... the optimmist in me keeps on bugging me that it makes you happy even for a short time...get's you melancholic once in a while...and takes you to heaven...with him... ooouucchh!!!

 

...i think people see me as a strong person,gay and mysterious..i always get "maldita impression" feedback from my acquaintances..

 

...IT DOeSNT bOTHER mE IN the sLightest if PeOple doN'T thInk i'm Nice...i DoN't THiNk i AM EitheR...wehehehe!

 

..i don't really worry too much about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about itself...each day has enough trouble of its own. After all,today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday...

 

that's me...that's how i am...that's what i am...that's who i am...that's me...bow!

    

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it's just life happening..it may be ur choice but it's still life that bringing you to that fate so try to play along...

wnna say something?!

I know that life is a fast paced game and I think i am moving too slow to stay on the flow. There are lots of things that make me a step behind, family problems, peer pressure and my own weaknesses. Resolving the first two could be difficult if the latter roots its cause. I'm trying to deal with my own monster but it seem I cant beat it. I can't find a room in myself where i can feel what i wanted to feel. All are occupied with frustrations, loneliness, sorrows, fear and jealousy. Beside all those things, I'm keeping a positive outlook in life and MOVE ON

gggrrrrr…

September 19, 2009

 

i am super sad again….waaaaaahhhh… what time na ba? wla pko eat..9:27PM na..paets..wla pko eat..tuman lng ko dri internet..hehhee..kapoy man tindog oi..

ohh..how i miss him so much..i wish kabalo xa ana.. unsay relasyon??!!!

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surviving the break up season..

 

—i got this article from Imen’s friendster blog. I kinda like it (say what? lol..) oh yes,mka relate ko so i decided to have a copy of it here..

In late December, we are not only in the midst of the holiday season; we are in the middle of the “breakup season.” According to research, more breakups occur at this time than at any other time of year. “I kinda hear about that “myth”…totoo pla un? i thot hear say lng hehh..”

Maybe it’s the stress that the holidays can put on us, or maybe it’s because your boyfriend gave you fruitcake instead of the silver necklace you wanted for Christmas. Whatever the reason, you’re hurting and you want it to stop. YES! Here’s how to mend your broken heart.
 

Don’t Get Down on Yourself

After a breakup, people tend to plummet into a pit of low self-esteem and guilt. You are looking for reasons why the relationship ended, and you start obsessing and blaming yourself. “Maybe I was too hard on her for canceling dinner with my parents” or “Maybe I shouldn’t have yelled at him when he came home late without calling.”
This kind of negative thinking spirals out of control quickly. You may start feeling you’re not attractive enough or funny enough or just plain good enough to be with that person, which isn’t true. Sit down. Take a breath. And STOP this negative thinking right now! This isn’t to say that you shouldn’t reflect on your role in the relationship. Just be kinder to yourself!
 

Forget About Being Friends

Anything that has the word “friend” in it, forget about. “Friends with benefits,” “Just friends” — just say “No.”  It’s hard to move on when you are still keeping one foot in the past. It’s time to rely on your other friends for support and get out there and make new friends. You won’t be as quick to accept an invite to a party or call an old high school friend if you are busy with your ex.
 

Stop Thinking They’re “All That”

When a relationship is over, it’s easier to think of the good times as opposed to the bad times. The annoying habits and bad character traits seem to recede into the background. All you can think about is the great chemistry and the fun Saturday nights you had going out to your fave Italian restaurant together.
What you’re doing is idealizing the relationship now that it’s gone. You’re turning it into some blockbuster movie romance when at best it was a B movie with mixed reviews. Start looking at it with more objectivity. Remind yourself of the fights you had and the frustration you felt.
 

Start Dating Again

Post breakup, some people might advise you to work on yourself and forget about the dating scene for a while. And if that’s what you feel like doing, no problem. However, this isn’t good for everyone and there is nothing wrong with getting back out there sooner rather than later.
Emailing a person you met online or going on a dinner date may be just the thing you need to lift your spirits. Of course, this doesn’t mean you should dive into anything right away either. Start by getting your feet wet.
 

Never Lose Hope

When you are hurting after a breakup, it’s easy to tell yourself, “I’ll never meet anyone this fabulous again” or “I’ll never find anyone.” But the reality is, you WILL meet someone and, eventually, you will wind up in a better relationship. If this one was healthy and meant to be, you wouldn’t be broken up. If you maintain hope and don’t give into the hurt, you can pursue and find what you are looking for.
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i miss you

September 16, 2009

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it’s different now
You’re still here somehow
My heart won’t let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
I miss you

I know you’re in a better place yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you’re where you need to be
Even though it’s not here with me

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my song…

Cry

I’m not the type to get my heart broken
I’m not the type to get upset and cry
‘Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don’t get deep to me
Never got the whole ‘in love’ thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn’t mean a thing

My mind is gone, I’m spinnin’ ’round
And deep inside my tears I’ll drown
I’m losin’ grip, what’s happenin’?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
‘Cause it’s hurtin’ me to let it go
Maybe ’cause we spent so much time
And I know that it’s no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I’m sad to see us apart
I didn’t give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, I’m spinnin’ ’round
And deep inside my tears I’ll drown
I’m losin’ grip, what’s happenin’?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

How did I get here with you? I’ll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do, stay away from lovin’ you
I’m broken hearted, I can’t let you know
And I won’t let it show, you won’t see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
(You’ll never see me cry)

Now I’m in this condition
And I’ve got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you’ll never see me cry
On my life

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my advise to myself…

September 15, 2009

 

Susan,

 

I know you’re in so much pain now. 

Let things go. Release them. Detach yourself from them.  


 Nobody plays this life with marked cards, so sometimes we win and sometimes we lose.  
 Do not expect anything in return; do not expect your efforts to be  appreciated,  
 your genius to be discovered, your love to be understood.  


 Stop turning on your emotional television to watch the same program over and over again,  
 the one that shows how much you suffered from a certain loss: that is only poisoning you, nothing else.  


 Nothing is more dangerous than not accepting love relationships that are broken off,  
 work that is promised but there is no starting date,  
 decisions that are always put off waiting for the “ideal moment.”  
 Before a new chapter is begun, the old one has to be finished:  
 tell yourself that what has passed will never come back.
Remember that there was a time when you could live without that thing or that person -  
 nothing is irreplaceable, a habit is not a need.
 

This may sound so obvious, it may even be difficult, but it is very important.  
 Closing cycles. Not because of pride, incapacity or arrogance,  
 but simply because that no longer fits your life.  
 Shut the door, change the record, clean the house, shake off the dust.  
 Stop being who you were, and change into who you are.

Again,you can do it.

 Good luck!

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