this is meh!

...golly wow-wow-type of gurl..,knows nothing but to make other people happy and to make them remember how nice she is...(not bragging..)

 

...a kind of person who prefers to smile even if her heart is aching than to explain why she is sad...

 

..i am very COMPASSIONATE and loooves to stay around with my loved-ones..

 

...i can be patient to the people who are close to my heart and can be a martyr for them... might be too much but i loved it..

 

...being single forever doesnt really bother me a lot...

 

..i love thinking a lot about anything and everything..just random thoughts..

 

...i hate cockroach!! eeeeekkkkkkk......!!!

 

...i love seeing my friends and family happy and..hmmnn...better?..yeah...

 

..crying is my way of expressing my deepest feelings.. i love to cry..mababaw luha ko...gusto ko mdrama masyado..

...i love to cry...

 

..i think i love too much i became selfish...

 

..love for me is not fair...never been fair... it always gets you hurt..gives you pain and makes your life miserable....it's the pessimist in me that says that.... the optimmist in me keeps on bugging me that it makes you happy even for a short time...get's you melancholic once in a while...and takes you to heaven...with him... ooouucchh!!!

 

...i think people see me as a strong person,gay and mysterious..i always get "maldita impression" feedback from my acquaintances..

 

...IT DOeSNT bOTHER mE IN the sLightest if PeOple doN'T thInk i'm Nice...i DoN't THiNk i AM EitheR...wehehehe!

 

..i don't really worry too much about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about itself...each day has enough trouble of its own. After all,today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday...

 

that's me...that's how i am...that's what i am...that's who i am...that's me...bow!

    

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it's just life happening..it may be ur choice but it's still life that bringing you to that fate so try to play along...

wnna say something?!

I know that life is a fast paced game and I think i am moving too slow to stay on the flow. There are lots of things that make me a step behind, family problems, peer pressure and my own weaknesses. Resolving the first two could be difficult if the latter roots its cause. I'm trying to deal with my own monster but it seem I cant beat it. I can't find a room in myself where i can feel what i wanted to feel. All are occupied with frustrations, loneliness, sorrows, fear and jealousy. Beside all those things, I'm keeping a positive outlook in life and MOVE ON

Sinulog

January 18, 2010

 

January 17, 2010

 

“Asa ka mgSinulog?”. It’s the most common question i heard almost everyday in the office for the past few days. ANd the most annoying,i would say. Everybody’s getting high with the Sinulog fever. What’s with Sinulog? Why is it that everyone’s looking forward to it? Is it mainly because it’s  Sr. STo. Niño’s feast? Perhaps,yes for the old folks. It’s been there “panata” to go with the procession or fluvial parade,to give praise to Sto. Niño for the blessings,to give thanks,pray  or to cry for help for something. It’s the true essence of the celebration. It’s to honor the  Baby Jesus. However,i don’t think it’s the main reason for these people in the office or with other teens outside. They are basically excited with the parties and different events this festival can give them. My colleagues were busy swaping schedules,filing leaves,planning where to tambay or which parties to go but never heard someone say “prusisyon ta”. Ironic,isn’t it?

 With the chantings and never ending ” Sinulog,syagit ug kusog,Pit Señor,Pit Señor!” song that i heard everywhere,it became a noise to me.  For the 5 years that I stayed in Cebu,i never gone out to any party during Sinulog. Mainly because I never run out of reasons why i have to. It’s the busiest traffic jam in the city. Roads are closed. No taxi. If you’re lucky enough to get one,it will cost you a hundred plus bucks to get to your destination after an hour or two. Not to mention wasting your time sitting in the cab for nothing until you doze off ..so much better mgbaktas. Geeezz.. Just the thought of walking from Mabolo to Fuente..Arrgghh.. And it’s been raining for days now. Not so good for walking,ayt? And the people are all over the city…i don’t wanna be trapped in the crowd. I’m afraid i have this phobia for a large crowd. What do you call it?  Agoraphobia? Fear of crowded public places.Tsk tsk..

 So,while everybody was chanting ,dancing and singing “Sinulog,syagit ug kusog,Pit Señor, Pit Señor” amidst the traffic and crowds in the city, I, on the other side of the city,solemnly heard mass at St. Joseph Church in Mandaue. Good thing wlang traffic sa Mandaue hehe. I dined in at Chowking for my mandatory 3rd meal of  the day but still I ate with gusto. I went home and finished my scrapbook then dozed off. My phone rang at around 11:30PM just to find out Mr. B is calling. I ignored the call and tried to continue my sleep. Then my phone was bombarded with his text messages asking where am i,if we can meet or if he can come over and see me. Owwvverr! At wee hour? Then i decided to turn off my phone and dozed off again.

My Sinulog celebration was simple but i had fun.

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