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trying..
March 15, 2010trying hard not to miss you.. keep myslef busy everyday…burnt out from works so i can just hit the bed and doze off.. BUT NO! it’s not helping it. I STILL MISS YOU. I’m officially missing you and i don’t like it. Am wonderin’ if you feel the same way (what the heck!). Obviously,you’re not and you won’t be feeling that. Not your type,doesn’t fit you. Effin’ shit for me huh?! Well,that’s life. I always say that but until now i still can’t understand the line.. silly! lol! Well,just hope you’re doing fine out there wherever you are and whatever you’re doin’. I know you’re doing good,you’re doomed to do that haha! And me? I’ll go with the flow..continue feeling this way until I get tired. hahaha! I can’t wait to finally get tired and end it hahhaa! It’s making me damn-dumb! hahaha!
valentine date
February 14, 2010Happy Hearts Day!
Well,need i say more? Once again,im alone but not lonely. It’s just a regular day for me. Nothing special.
Date ko sa planggana and balde later kay schedule nko ug laba!
For everyone who’s celebrating this day extra special,be extra careful… hahaha!
out of reach
January 31, 2010Knew the signs
Wasn’t right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn’t see
We were never
Meant to be
Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be ok
But I was
So confused,
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn’t see
We were never
Meant to be
So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You’ll be out of my mind
And i’ll be over you
But now i’m
So confused,
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn’t see
We were never
Meant to be
Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There’s a life out there
For me
Sinulog
January 18, 2010
January 17, 2010
“Asa ka mgSinulog?”. It’s the most common question i heard almost everyday in the office for the past few days. ANd the most annoying,i would say. Everybody’s getting high with the Sinulog fever. What’s with Sinulog? Why is it that everyone’s looking forward to it? Is it mainly because it’s Sr. STo. Niño’s feast? Perhaps,yes for the old folks. It’s been there “panata” to go with the procession or fluvial parade,to give praise to Sto. Niño for the blessings,to give thanks,pray or to cry for help for something. It’s the true essence of the celebration. It’s to honor the Baby Jesus. However,i don’t think it’s the main reason for these people in the office or with other teens outside. They are basically excited with the parties and different events this festival can give them. My colleagues were busy swaping schedules,filing leaves,planning where to tambay or which parties to go but never heard someone say “prusisyon ta”. Ironic,isn’t it?
With the chantings and never ending ” Sinulog,syagit ug kusog,Pit Señor,Pit Señor!” song that i heard everywhere,it became a noise to me. For the 5 years that I stayed in Cebu,i never gone out to any party during Sinulog. Mainly because I never run out of reasons why i have to. It’s the busiest traffic jam in the city. Roads are closed. No taxi. If you’re lucky enough to get one,it will cost you a hundred plus bucks to get to your destination after an hour or two. Not to mention wasting your time sitting in the cab for nothing until you doze off ..so much better mgbaktas. Geeezz.. Just the thought of walking from Mabolo to Fuente..Arrgghh.. And it’s been raining for days now. Not so good for walking,ayt? And the people are all over the city…i don’t wanna be trapped in the crowd. I’m afraid i have this phobia for a large crowd. What do you call it? Agoraphobia? Fear of crowded public places.Tsk tsk..
So,while everybody was chanting ,dancing and singing “Sinulog,syagit ug kusog,Pit Señor, Pit Señor” amidst the traffic and crowds in the city, I, on the other side of the city,solemnly heard mass at St. Joseph Church in Mandaue. Good thing wlang traffic sa Mandaue hehe. I dined in at Chowking for my mandatory 3rd meal of the day but still I ate with gusto. I went home and finished my scrapbook then dozed off. My phone rang at around 11:30PM just to find out Mr. B is calling. I ignored the call and tried to continue my sleep. Then my phone was bombarded with his text messages asking where am i,if we can meet or if he can come over and see me. Owwvverr! At wee hour? Then i decided to turn off my phone and dozed off again.
My Sinulog celebration was simple but i had fun.
anxious
December 21, 2009What’s with Monday? What’s with the day? I have been feeling this way for the last three days now and it’s getting worse today. Super anxious.,to the highest level na anxiety. I don’t know why.. mura ko kaihion all the time na kalibangon na mura ug ka-ispliton…laina ani oi.. just go away please…shooooo!